It's all depending on time.

HAPPY 19TH Bird-Day Jarelyn Soong Mun Hui a.k.a Pu Bor

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As usual, spent the weekend with him.

Had L4D with khakis.

You know it's not a bad thing always going for L4D L4D L4D. It's actually an activity you can do with your group of friends that cost you a little than always going for movies, KTV etc..

Movies of course, shows like Transformers, Night at the museum is a must watch. Other than that I don't think you can go for movie every weekend for boring shows?

Sometimes I would actually prefer rotting at home, watching television, chit chatting. But seldom could have them.. It's been longgggggg time already.

9 days time to Wen's 1st anniversary...
2 weeks to submit FYP.
6 weeks to end of all lessons.
7 weeks to UT 3.

then END OF SEMESTER 1 !!!!!

O.O

10th July 2009, Friday:

Dear came over to fetch me after his work. Went back to Clementi, had dinner and down for L4D with usual khakis.

We played all 4 vs maps. God. 7.30pm - 11.30pm.

After which, the rest went home except for Potato & Amelia, we decided to have some meals at Chomp Chomp.

That's about it! =)

Received a text from wen's erjie, her baby boy has arrive to the world healthily! Congrats!! Can't wait to see baby Jacob!! =)

Wen, you've a newborn nephew.. =)

Anyway, out of boredom.

I had a center parting!~ Hahaha.


Ok, I wasn't in any mood for phototaking. Sorry dear.


11th July 2009, Saturday :

Today is 7-11. Easiest date to remember someone's birthday. And yes, there is a birthday boy, my primary schoolmate - Melvin Shun Soon Yong. Lol.

Happy bird-day!

I think I am gonna stay at home on this wonderful Saturday. Not meeting anyone, not even him. Punishment for him.

Gonna spend my time doing some of the fyp and my pp. Good uh?

YEAY! Finally sometime for myself.

Alright shall stop here guys. See ya!


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I had a dream of you. But you were standing afar. You looked at me, as if I am stranger.

How disheartening.

Imu..

Weekend's coming!

Yesterday had UT and FYP after that. Till around 8.30pm, we went off, met dear at Causeway point.

He wants Gelare again, don't know why he like it more than I do. Maybe he wants to make me scared of them just like how he always buy buy buy buy famous amos for me till I became afraid of them. Not like the past that I will go FAMOUS AMOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No more.

Ok! Went to buy some breadtalk before going back to Clementi.

Went to his friend's mother funeral with Kangwen, Wenda & Samuel to pay our last respect.

After which, the guys had supper and home sweet home around 12+am.

Saw Shao Nian Yang Jia Jiang showing on Channel 8 while we were still sitting at the coffee shop..

It brings back alot of memories................

Do you know?

When I hear their songs...........

I always listen to them. My blog song, dedicate to you........


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Ok, let's end with the photos..

=)


=p

Emo post leh.

I always seems to be bothered. Seems to have so many things kept in my heart.

When did I learn to keep things in my heart? I've totally no idea.. Maybe it's when I realised by telling, it makes no difference, no changes, of no help.

So what is the point by telling?

And I am torturing myself. Yes.

One thing that tortures me the most, Elva knows it all.

Why her? Because she has the same experience with me. 90% similar which I don't see in anyone else. She totally understand what I am going through although I know she can't do anything to help as this is my decision. A person whom I think could understand all is good enough to make me open my mouth.

I'm grateful to know someone like her. =)

You must always be in happiness!! But same thing, anything you wanna share, I'm just a phone away and a lappy away - MSN, I usually appears offline. =)


7 weeks more to end of all the lessons, 8 weeks more to week 16 - UT3. Can I endure to come for all lessons? Just 7 weeks more.

RP is totally a drag. I've regretted choosing RP. So regretted. But what makes me feel better is that I met nice people there.

Especially peeps from W65F. They were there for me when the worst thing ever strikes me again, for losing someone important in my life.

They were worried, they were concerned, they were there to reach me always. Everything, strong in my mind, I still remembered how you guys were there. <3

Ginny, Stephanie, Jynn, Jenifer, Carol, Joann, Michelle, Suyin, Suet May, Wei ling, Derrick, Euodia, Matthew..

Thanks.

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Quite random huh.. Just suddenly emo-ed.

Yea can see something is reallyyyy bothering me.

I couldn't help it!

OK Let's not get emo anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'm hungry now. But I gonna go for fyp later on. So? Gotta prepare!

I want cottage waffle place again. =(

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I may look happy at the outside. But you never knew what's deep down.

NDP preview.

4th July 2009, Saturday :

Went for NDP Preview!


Met dear at Junction 8, headed to Cityhall. Had Sakae Sushi.



This is nice. But eat too much will scared.


We walked to Suntec after that for Waffle. Of course we shared a set if not couldn't finish.

It's Cottage Waffle Place


Yummy!


Down to MacDonald and met up with Potato & Amelia, we got the same sector for NDP.

Headed down, so damn crowded and warm. Lucky my cut queue skill good ah, but dear commented that I am very aunty.

Nabei.

Very aunty still follow me to cut. Kanasai.

While walking forward after getting our goodie bag, saw Benjamin Yap! What a coincidence. Just nice he was station there.

Sat down, felt kinda cooling maybe because of the river. Good.

Saw Yuwen! She sat around 8 rows in front of me. What a coincidence II.

Us~!


We pasted their temporary tattoo. Hah.


Potato & Amelia.


She started to draw.


Across the crowd.


Inside the Goodie bag! So so only.


Singapore flyer behind.


Construction work in front.


I swear this boy is damn irritating.


In the sense that many wants to take photo but he just stood there like a MODEL!

Parachute from the sky!


Then the performance....


Don't know why got lion dance.


Then started to have "terrorist" and all the help came.



Cool man! The tank and all..


This came..


Come and go..


You think you walk very fast I cannot capture?


Then they stood there stone...


Even until the tank has all left..


They started to shoot the, I think is canon? Managed to capture when they fire!


Singapore flag with Helicopter came.


I drew that when I was in primary school.

Then this Navy thing. Catching badass, the smaller boat. Cool.


Gone. But nice waves.


Sky turned dark...


Ghosts appeared...


and it's EVERYWHERE.............


Got all this weird big scary face walking around.


YOU! Irritating boy again! See how extra!


There are people in the square square~!!


Nice huh!


And this big revolving earth.


Then.......

BOOM BOOM BOOM! Fireworks!! Not that nice this year. Budget.


Overall................ boring.

Went back to Clementi by train. We were asked to go by a longer route, like one big round to access to MRT station. =.= However, we sneak passed the guard while he was busy explaining to others that no passing through is allowed.

He said I am aunty again, do this kind of aunty stuff. ASS!!

Dey, you know time is precious? I no time to queue long long with you and walk one big round to the station when we could just cut across.

Boo.

On the train. Caught this 2 siao eh playing, pasting the tattoo on the face.

Digging in excitement.


Ah Ha! Got it.


Steady... steady......


OK! Done! Hahaha. Very happy couple.


Home, showered, down for dinner and back home fell asleep.

5th July 2009, Sunday :

Dear waited for me downstairs, met him around 1.45pm. Back to Clementi, met up with Wenda, Weiwen, Samuel, Huisiang & Jeslyn. Dear had quick breakfast cum lunch and we headed to Vivocity for our movie - Ice Age 3.

Rate it : 7/10

Not bad, quite funny is all I could remember. Didn't watch 1 & 2 before.

After movie, we walked and shopped around. He bought a pair of shoe for himself and a bag for me. Heh. Thankssssssssssss.

Went to Pet's Lover, saw so many cute puppies and we so going to get one. But I guess not now. We still have got lots of plannings. Wait till we really have the time to take care of the little cutie!!

Back to Clementi, had L4D, dinner and home sweeet homeeee.

Men at the Back.


=)


6th July 2009, Monday :

It's another Monday........... BLUES, RED, GREEN, YELLOW, GREY!

It's Youth day today and we were not counted as one?

Boring.

Since it's boring Monday, how will there be anything to post about?!

IT's pureeeeeeeeeee boredom.

54 days more. BORING!


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So what now? Is Megan Fox really a man before? Sex Transplant?

http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/

But, she is damn hot.

Relax week.

30th June 2009, Tuesday :

Yet another last day of month. Time flies.

Had FYP happily after school. Saw Shixian, she came to look for Yongshu, still want me to bring her to E4. Troublesome. Hah. On the way, went toilet to help her re-paste her dropping eyelashes. This girl damn san ba. Lol! Kidding. Though after primary school we seldom met, but we have so much to talk about. =)

Jynn came to look for us halfway. I did my FYP until a little high. Very on form. Ya, Sherwin & Lim bei wanted to leave like 7pm. Yuwen & I was like "Huhhhhhhhhh........ so early.."

Miracle uh. Hah! In the end left round 7.45pm.

While doing, Lim bei stole something from Yuwen and then cat fight started.


Shouting here and there.

See how happy they were after bullying her. Bad company I have.


Met dear at station, he wanted to Gelare again, he said he was veryyyyy hungry.

This is nice. BBQ pork ribs spaghetti.


Crazy him ordered 3 flavours of ice cream.


He sent me home after that.

1st July 2009, Wednesday :

Met up with dear at Chinatown in the evening, he went to meet his customer there. Went back to Clementi after that, had dinner and back to his place.

Had a little stiff neck and he helped me with pasting the Salonpas.

Transferred L4D and many many psp games from Zhihan's harddisk.

Soon it's time to go home!

2nd July 2009, Thursday :

Had a tiff with him. Met up around 10am in the morning. Yes obviously pon-ed school. We talked nicely and then went to have breakfast at Long John Silver.



Not bad not bad. Damn full. Quite big portion, gave my 1/2 to him. Now he blamed me for turning him fatter and fatter.

Good.

Went back to his place, slept for 2 hours, woke up it's only 2.30pm! Omg! So early that we thought we had slept for so long and was thinking it might be 5+pm already.

Yea. Me love.

Went down to meet up with Samuel & Huisiang for lunch. I was still feeling full but dear easily gets hungry.

Potato came and we waited for Xiaobai & Jeslyn, off to L4D.

Wow! Team with dear and we won consecutive 3 maps!

Good ah.

Dinner after that. Hungry already. Amelia came.

Coincidentally, all the couples wore the same color with each other! Really coincidence! Even Xiaobai & Jeslyn whom is not a couple wore the same too. O.o

Jeslyn went home and changed.

What a coincidence!


Back home around 9+pm, Amelia told me 10pm Channel 5 will have Michael Jackson's story.

It's kind of brief, nothing much of the show. Boo.

Home sweet home around 12+am.

Today we spent so much time together! I like the feeling of meeting damn early now. But I couldn't wake up. Haha.

3rd July 2009, Friday :

Mum accompanied me to Dental centre in the afternoon. Love mum!

Need to wear mask, it's smelly and hard to breathe. Warm too.



One of my tooth actually needed root canal treatment but the dentist said my nerves seems to be recovering! Wow! Lucky me.

So they put in some kind of medicines in that tooth, covered it up with filling and next visit will put on a crown. I save my tooth!

Luckily no injection in gum, pain was bearable. Dentist was gentle and he sometimes humming away. So relax uh. Lol.

Sent mum to train and headed to Clementi. Waited a little while for dear. He brought me to buy durians. Nice.

Reached his place, down for lunch. Went to CC, he played basketball while I sat there playing dai dee with Jeslyn, Xiaobai & Huisiang.

7.30pm, they finished their game, we went home and dear had his shower, down for L4D.

Nothing to do can only L4D L4D. Only entertainment to kill time.

Dinner after that with Wenda & Samuel.

Home sweet home after which.

=)

Had enough.

25th June 2009, Thursday :

Was happily dying my hair 1/2 way, waited for 15 minutes only when I received Jeslyn's phone regarding Samuel & Huisiang's problem.

Immediately washed up and cabbed down to look for them while dear was also on his way back.

Sat down at void deck with him, Huisiang, Samuel, Jeslyn & Wenda.

Dear spoke alot and after an hour or 2, they're back in good terms! Hurray!

Never waste our money and effort. =) Good!

Doing the talking all along.


Very shy victim (left)


Very guai lan offender (right)


Lol. Just kidding. I'm the bo liao one.

Had dinner with them after that and L4D then home sweet home...

26th June 2009, Friday :

Transformer day!

Met up with him after his work, back to Clementi for dinner together with Samuel & Huisiang then headed to Vivo around 9pm.

Our movie - Transformer 2 starts at 11.20pm.

Spent our time at Starbucks after collecting our tickets.

Us.



Snap Samuel.


He complaint.

Snap again. Scared.


Our little desserts.


Waited for Weiwen, Wenda & Wenjun to come.

Soon it's time!

Movie was quite nice but a littleeeee bit draggy? Not as nice as the part 1, to me. But still, GOOD. Many funny parts.

Rate it : 9.5/10

After movie it's already 2am! Wooh.

Home sweet home.

27th June 2009, Saturday :

Met dear after work. Had L4D with the usual khakis. Night time, Weiwen & Wenjun came over, they wanted L4D so we went for it again. Gosh.

Ok so that's about it.. I love simple day..

But I seldom got them.

28th June 2009, Sunday :

Met him after work. Had dinner at Xin Wang.

He yao tio ordered so much.


Yes in the end cannot finish. Da bao-ed the curry home.

Went to Jurong point to look for Weiwen, Wenda, Wenjun, Samuel, Huisiang & Xiaoqian. Walked around and started to feel a little unwell..

Headed to dear's relative house to get durian they prepared for us and back to his place. Brought some down for them.

Went back home for Xing guang da dao 5 and home sweet home after.

29th June 2009, Monday :

Fyp in the evening. Dear came to look for me after that when he knock off. We craved for Gelare waffle and we couldn't wait for Tuesday special so we just headed straight for it!

Nice.


We left our stomach empty for this purpose.

Back to Clementi, had dinner and back to dear's. Watched 9pm show at Channel 8 then home sweet home.

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70 H1N1 cases in my school already!!!! The number is increasing every single day. School is still happily opening BIG. I think sooner or later I'll get it. Dear will get it next and then Samuel, Huisiang, Jeslyn, Xiaobai, 3 Ws, everyone at the CC then the whole Clementi and eventually whole of Singapore.

Lol. Touch wood. Just some wild imagination.

Yes I'm still going to school. Principal just sent us an email moments ago giving us HIS personal assurance that our health is given SERIOUS attention to.

Principal broke his silence already, must give face right. O.o

But still I think I am falling ill soon. O.O"

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You get leave/off for work/school. But I don't get any of these for my own life.

Maybe Jynn was right.

King of Pop ever

Michael Jackson, Rest In Peace.



So shocking to receive this piece of news this morning.. Died in 50s.

Dear ask if I like him alot because I seems concerned. I do like him!

Ever since when I was 4, my parents bought the LD of MJ's MTV collection :

and used to play it once in every fortnight until I'm old enough to play it my own. All his songs were so nice. And that zombie MTV which I was so afraid yet wanna watch it everytime...

Rest in peace Michael Jackson, always the King of Pop.

Overdue photos!!

Firstly, got this link from fellow schoolmate! Right,

All RP students! Do sign this petition regarding issues of handling H1N1 in our campus!
http://www.petitiononline.com/h1n1atrp/

Die, our school has 9 confirmed H1N1 cases yet we were all not required to stay home at all. O.O You sure that's ok??

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WOW!

Overdue photos at last. Finally found the cable for my digi cam.

Let's chop chop finish them up.

13th June 2009, Saturday : (KTV session)

The boy band - Weiwen & Samuel. Singing A1, Westlife & Backstreet boys for consecutive 5 songs.

Not tired ah??


Ah Hee's concert!


What's Wenjun doing?


They say he is the Air-con service man. Lol.


Hur? Holding hands?!


Wenda! Don't emo!


Ok lastly, my dear <3


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Food only. All with dear. (He say must take photo)

14th June 2009, Sunday :

Had mini steamboat & bamboo rice before heading for L4D !


16th June 2009, Tuesday :

Had dinner at this Taiwan restaurant at Jubilee. Forgotten the name but used to go there in secondary school days with wen..

Lover's bubble tea somemore.


20th June 2009, Saturday :

Had lunch at Cafe Cartel at Junction 8 before going back to Clementi for L4D.


Their waffle totally lose to Gelare. Thumbs DOWN.


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Well well, somebody (BL - Awaits of IP add: 220.255.7.244) tag my board saying my life has nothing better to do other than playing L4D with KIDS. Are you a kid-hater or something?? Hmm...

I'm sorry dear, Samuel & the 3 Ws for being deemed as KIDS in this case...

Well, at least KIDS have innocent and pure mind, real and true. I'm totally comfortable hanging out with them to think that they're not faking being nice to people, acting very good with them but actually *screams* holding knief behind their back!!!!

Mind you, they're not.

How do I know? Oh cos I just got my contact lens. *laughs* (Refer to the blue paragraph on previous post for meaning)




Anyway.. me being pedophile..?? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHHAHAHA.. That's what laughing out loud means..

Pedophile...?? Lol..lolololololol !!!!

Thanks for making my day. =)


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PEDOPHILE!!!! Hhahahhaahaaaa!!!

I had a bad dream about you..

Stop making wild guesses on who I am referring to on my previous post about friends thingy. You know, it's just some example and all the stories I heard from so many. Who says I'm talking about 3 particular person? A, B & C you mean?

Can I give you more like D, E, F, G ..................... ? =.= zzz.

Alright enough of all this shit, for my friends who coincidentally having such friendship problem, be it those who text me, called me, msn me yesterday and today, relax & cheer up ya.. I also don't know what else to say.. just follow your heart. =)

If you think it's worth it, it definitely worth it. =D

Don't let misunderstandings beat you down!

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I want to thank Jenifer Goh Bing Mei a.k.a Lim Bei <3


for this MINI mahjong she bought from Taiwan. My very belated birthday gift. Lol.

SO DAMN CUTE!


Thanks Lim bei~ I totally love it! Haah silly girl still scared that I will beat you when I saw this.

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I can live without you.


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Hurr.... you can be so scary.. I didn't see it coming when the first time I met you, like an angel but actually a devil inside. Slowly seeing your true colours. Couldn't even believe them at first when they told me what kind of person you are. Now I saw.

Recalling back how "nice" you were to me. Oh dear.. you're terrible!

I've learn what "don't judge a book by it's cover" truly meant.

Vaulable lesson.

Please pass me a spectacle. Thanks.

Er wait a minute, contact lens will do.

I need to see colours.. True colours I mean..

I want nobody, nobody but you~

Getting better. Thanks for trying so hard..

20th June 2009, Saturday :

Met dear. I don't wanna go out.. So we didn't have any movies and all.. Just met up with the usual khakis for L4D.

Night time, had diner at 380 with Wenda, Xiaobai & Jeslyn. We were thinking hard where we can spend our night. Prawning - Wenda don't want. Singing - Full house. Nothing else we can do by not going far..

In the end, poor Ah hee gotta stay at home. Wenda & Xiaobai came to dear's together. We watched TV, bo liao-ed play Daidee.

They left about 10+pm.

Sigh.. so pressurize on so many stuff... However he talk it out with me and he helped me alot. I think one of the burden on my shoulder is loosen now. Thanks dear...

21st June 2009, Sunday :

Happy 8th Monthsary loves.

We bought some very nice Durians from my place back to dear's.

Met Wenda, Junqing & Xiaobai together at 380, they had their lunch. L4D after that with usual Khakis but today Junqing playing with us. So we have :

Tao bio - Xiaobai
Li Bio - Jeslyn
Sa Bio - Huisiang
Beh Sai - Junqing !

Hah.

We played 3 maps in total. Want die.

We had dinner at Xian De Lai steamboat. Now they have BBQ already.

Damn full.. But he ate alot more. Good huh.

Back to dear's, watched Xing Guang Da Dao 5 till almost 1am, home sweet home.

Thanks for making me feel better. Hope I can recover back to the real me in no time...



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Some people really disgust me. Acting so nice in front of each other whom so called "sister/brother" yet talking nonsense behind their back, backstabbing.

Why are some humans born to be so Fake? That is what I call Hypocrite.

Looking at their blog post, it really irks me alot, with all the hugging-each other-photo and missing you here and there.. I shall refrain myself from clicking thier blog links ever.

You know what, it doesn't show me how loving you guys are, so good being together as friends and stuff.. It shows me that A is holding a knife behind B's back and C has a "third hand" strangling A. Poor B knows nothing.

Not just that, these people says anyone they know in their life. P/s : Behind their back only, but acting very nice in front of them.

Can't we just treat friends with sincerity? Childish or what?

Fucking people who doesn't treasure friends. Your "friend" should die rather than mine.


Damn hot. There are too many consequences I have to consider if not I would have blog your big names here. Think I care?


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1 month to go.. 1 year you've been gone..

Heartbreaks.

..

Been staying at home these days.

Yesterday he came over to look for me, accompanied him for dinner. Surprisingly saw Anita there. We were talking about wen's 1 year death anniversary stuff..

Yea.. time passes real fast. It's next month that wen has gone for a year...

Sigh.

He is not able to handle..

Need someone to rely on everything for this period... companion, emotions, care, patience and understanding.

Unfortunately, he is not the one.

He is just like a kid. A big child.

Who can I turn to. Nobody but you. Yet you're a disappointment.