See you.

I would like to stop blogging for the moment.

Tag board and twitter taking down.

Anything you wanna ask, wanna comment, wanna whatever please direct it to caiwei89@gmail.com

But not closing the blog as readers may still access my previous post, links and wen's issue..


So long everyone...




I'm so upset.

You hurt someone yet you wasn't aware.

When you said something or did something that you didn't know it will make them feel hurt, what do you do?

It's ok you can still treat it as nothing happened if they didnt voice out to you. But what if they did?

Apologise. Yes. Just apologise..

If I'm in your shoe, I will say something like "I am so sorry.... I didn't meant to hurt you.. I didn't know this actually makes you feel hurt." and explain myself.

Sometimes you do something or say something that you think is alright but to others, they may not feel the same.

This is human.

D.P.D.P - Different people, different perspective.

You jolly well apologise sincerely than arguing that "it's how you want to think", "it's not what I meant, I know it myself can already" full stop.

Go and die man.

Sensiblility doesn't differs with age, I realised.

Since don't know when..

Nothing much to blog about...

Few days ago we went to get our iPhone 3GS.


Nice phone to use. Nice games to play. Love it.

Goodbye N85.

That day, 29th December 2009, met up with Mu for lunch at Junction 8.. I can only say it's the happiest day I had in December..

Long lost laughter. I felt so comfortable, so relieved.. Just like Wen's around too..


So much to talk, so much to catch up, too little time. When I reached home only to realised I've so much left unsaid. Don't know when will be the next time to meet up like that...

Since don't know when, my life turns colourless. Tears can fill up my eyes easily. Sometimes I
wonder had my depression came back?

I regretted a lot of things in life. Nobody can save me but only myself. But I do not have the
strong will and power to do so.

I'm left helplessly.


Friends are like the sleeping pills. Ease me temporary to my dreamland. But hours later, I wake up with the same nightmare, stayed insomnia alone.

Voices and feelings left unheard. Situation not changing. Life gets tied down.


A young 20 don't live like how they should be.

I never felt like this before.. Since don't know when..


Living zombie.

Colourless.

Emptiness fills within.

Grrr.

I am so frustrated with PHOTOBUCKET!

Back for more updates. Sorry and Happy New Year.

UNHAPPY !

Nothing to blog about. Yes.. from the day I posted about the Genting.

I don't remember living any day happy since then.

Even cried on X'mas day itself. Can you imagine??

Suffering.

It's true. When you take one step wrong, ONE single step wrong, - POOF! Your life will be so screwed up.

I no longer know the feeling of what laughter and smiles are. Even if I did, it doesn't come from my heart.

Tears, yes. I know what they are. They filled the entire heart of mine.

I want to get out of it. I'm so dying to.

=(

I know I didn't blog for quite sometime..

Didn't have the chance to..

and.. I am so unhappy..

Sigh.


What a way to welcome the X'mas. Totally no mood.


I think you have some mental problem.

Finally got time to update!

Hiii!!! I'm back from Genting!

Ok. I don't enjoy. Don't ask me why.

Let's cut short and update.

11th December 2009, Friday:

Met up with Qijian, Belin, Jinhong & Claudia in the morning. Drove up to Genting.

Reached around 4pm because we dilly-dally on the way. =)

So cold~!!

While waiting for check in.



Don't like you.



Belin & cAiwei



More photos with them. =)

Nice Christmas decorations!



Statue of Liberty sia.



Alright, my 2nd time there. First time was with my mum, aunt & bia0mei. I missed going there with her instead. bia0mei!! Next time we go together. Just the 2 of us OK?! Steady pom pi pi.

Ahem, back to topic.

We checked in to our hotel room - First World Hotel.

It was lucky that we can still get rooms for December as our decision to Genting was quite hasty.
Oops, forgotten to take the photo of our hotel room, quite nice eh to our surprise. Queen bed some more.

All the safebox were out of order. Ta ma de.

After settling down, we all met up at the lift and down for lunch cum dinner.



Bak kut teh & Ji jiu. Nice!



Walked around, took photographs.



Nice background!



Belin - Claudia - cAiwei





Halloween not yet over??



We proceed to the cinema and bought movie tickets for today and tomorrow. Ninja Assasin & Storm Warriors.

Cheap tickets!! About $5 SGD for normal seats and $7 SGD premium seats inclusive of popcorn & drinks. Cool.

First movie @ 11.15pm - Ninja Assassin.



Rate it: 8/10

The blood is sooooooooooo fake. Like red paint. Some parts very gore. Rain's english improved a lot. Oh yah, and his 0% fats body. I bet he will maintain it even after the filming of this movie after 8 months of hell training & diet.

Maybe I should also take chicken breast & vegetables for all meals for 8 months so that I can become skinny ya. Lol.

After movie, pretty tired and sleepy already. Back to our room and sweet dreams!

12th December 2009, Saturday:

Woke up around 8.30am, met up with Qijian & Belin for breakfast.

Go back to hotel room after that, still very sleepy, we slept for awhile more.

Went down ourselves to buy the theme park tickets around 12noon?



We proceed to take this ride at Indoor.



Random view while taking the ride.



Then, we proceed to the Outdoor park.



The first one we took~! Enjoyed this!





Get ready!


Hey, my species!


Woo. Big.


So many fishessssssssss.


Hungry, we had MaryBrown for lunch.


I prefer KFC.

About 4+pm, we went back to our room, called Claudia and met up with them awhile later.

Went to Old Town for coffee and they had their lunch.


I love their white coffee!!!

We proceed to the theme park after that.

Went back to our room for shower around 10pm, had shower and down to meet up with them again.

Second movie - Storm Warriors 2.



Rate it : 1/10

Yes, you didn't see wrongly. Only 1. And it is for having great actors starring in the show. Otherwise, zero.

I kept fell asleep in the show! This is the first time I did that in the movies. Pardon me for not being able to appreciate their arts and graphics for the fighting scenes.

I really don't like it.

B said the actions is actually like in the comics.

We know Storm Warriors 2 are from comics. But sorry, we do not need comics actions in movies.

Totally, waste of time and money. I think it's also a total waste on the resources especially on great actors like Aaron Kwok, Ekin Cheng (Zhen Yi Jian) & Simon Yam (Ren Da Hua).

Worst still, what is Nicholas Tse for in the show? Calefare?? Suddenly jump out to snatch the dragon bones and ran away with it after that. Then? No more??!!

NO LINK AT ALL. At least at the end of the movie, show something about what Nicholas gotta do with it then end ma. So we know what to expect on the 3rd movie.

But am not going to watch it.

This 2nd movie gave me a great disappointment when I looked so forward to it.

=(

BEING CHEATED.

What's more, Aaron speaks less than 15 lines and Ekin speaks less than 25 lines in the movie.

Like LOL.

OK! Enough of this angry movie. Lucky only $5 ticket.

After movie, they went casino for awhile.

Slept around 3+am.

13th December 2009, Sunday:

Woke up in the early morning, packed our stuff and met up with the rest around 10am. Checked out and off we go.

Bye bye Genting!


Reached Singapore around 4pm.

Met up with Xiaobai, Huisiang and her friend for L4D2 in the evening.

Home sweet home around 11+pm. YEAY! Finally back home.

To my baby bolster and pillow. Smell so nice. HAHA.

14th December 2009, Monday:

HAPPY 29th BIRD-DAY TO MY Dearest M0nkey brother.




I actually forgotten about it!!! I am SO SORRY kor kor!! =(

I hereby wishes you success in your career and find a good girl, get married, be happy!!!

Hugs!

I'm here~

Yo.

5th December 2009, Saturday:

Busy day!

Met up at B's place around 2pm. Had mahjong all the way till about 5pm. Famished, Junqing, B & I went to bukit timah for some quick bites.

Back to B's, get changed and headed to Changi Village Hotel with B & Junqing. It's Wen's erjie - Tiffany's wedding dinner.

Hee.


Brothers.


With the bride - Tiffany Loo. Looks so much alike with wen right?


Baby Jacob!! My favourite baby!



After dinner, headed to Carina's advance birthday celebration at Club NaNa with B. My first time there. Haa. Ok, past 12am must change date already.

6th December 2009, Sunday:

Ok done.

Long time since I last club with my girls. Really miss the feeling..

=(

With the birthday girl.


The live band.


Woa so blur!


So tired. Home sweet home around 2.30am.

Woke up around 12noon, B came over to fetch me, back to Clementi for breakfast cum lunch.

Had mahjong in the afternoon all the way till evening.

Watched Xing Guang Da Dao 6! I like the butch, damn power voice. WOO!

7th December 2009, Monday:

Forgotten, think mahjong again in the evening.

8th December 2009, Tuesday:

Am not late for class! Yeay!

Met up with B after school.

Back to Clementi, had L4D2.

9th December 2009, Wednesday:

Happy 20th Birthday to our beloved Carina!

Lots of loves.

Went to collect my passport and headed to Plaza Singapura for movie - 2012.

Rate it: 9/10

Finally got the chance to watch!! Very thrilling!!

Went over to B's, take care of him. He is sick again.

10th December 2009, Thursday:

Today! Here I am, blogging away.. am going for UT later on and meeting up with B.

Tomorrow I'm going to Genting! Be back on Sunday.

Yeay~ Short runaway.

See you guys till then!! =)

Brief brief.

I update what I remembered!

In school!

Found this in my phone.



Like hardworking right? Lol.

3rd December 2009, Thursday:

B came over to fetch me around 12.30pm, we had our breakfast cum lunch at Cafe Cartel and headed to Lavendar for my extending my passport. Took photo, paste on the form, drop it and off I go! So fast!

Alright, met up with Xiaobai & Huisiang at bugis. Went to catch bear bear. Our Stitch needs his mate.

This is what we've caught! $20 fly off.



But cute right?

I like to catch because of the feeling. But I don't like to keep them. All threw at B's place. Now flooded with them.

Headed over to Cine watch movie - Couples Retreat.

Rate it: 7/10

Quite draggy on the start. Overall, kinda funny.

After movie, went back to Clementi. Initially wanted L4D2 but in the end we decided to go back to B's place to watch TV and play poker.

Lol. TV is our priority!

All the way till 11.30pm, Xiaobai & Huisiang left. Home sweet home after that.

4th December 2009, Friday:

Damn it. I really need to get my ass off the bed every school day!!!

Sigh.

Alright, met up with B after his work.

Rot our time all the way till 11pm, Houxiang finally wake up and we had mahjong together with B's dad.

I won! Lucky day.

Ok, I shall stop here. Tomorrow's program is full!

Tata!

Pulau Ubin day!

27th November 2009, Friday:

Right, continue of my previous post. Went over to Expo and met up with Wenda, Jeslyn, Weiwen, Huisiang, Wenjun & Xiaobai first then went to look for B. He had a roadshow over there.

Wenda & Jeslyn - they like to take front & back.


Huisiang & Wenjun - they prefer front & back hand pose.


Weiwen, trying to solve the rubik's cube.


Left B, we headed over to Tamp 1 for dinner while waiting for him to knock off.

Nice fried hokkien mee, bbq sting ray & sotong.


Thanks Wenjun for squeezing the lime for everyone!


Went to the arcade after dinner.

Jeslyn played this dance dance thing and this girl came to challenge.



Woa, I swear this girl is so good in this! Her score was either S or A! Her father was beside her, who knows, he was the champion for this game in a competition. (According to Jeslyn)

I video-ed down when the father played. So damn wonderful!

Mr dog, what you did last night?!


What?! Want fight huh?


Ok next, B finally knocked off!

B & Bb with x'mas tree.


We bought bubble tea and back to Clementi.

Poor B, I think my shoulder is so nice to lay on.


Home sweet home soon after. B is too tired.

28th November 2009, Saturday:

Wonderful Saturday, but I have to work. Damn sian. Zzzz.

Quitting soon I guess.

All the way till 9+pm, B came over to fetch me.

Home sweet home! Tired.

29th November 2009, Sunday:

Pulau Ubin day!

Never been to Pulau Ubin before. This is my first time.

Met up with Jeslyn, Wenda, Huisiang, Xiaobai, Wenjun & Weiwen together with B at Cityhall mrt in the noon. Train to Tampines, had breakfast cum lunch at Mcdonalds.

Wenjun & Huisiang.


Candid!


Emo Weiwen & Xiaobai.


Shaker fries is back!


Happily, we went to take wait for bus towards Changi village.

While waiting for bus, nice shot.


While in the bus.


Reached! Waited for the boat to be available. About 1minute? Lol.



The ride was about 5-8minutes.

Up up to the boat!







cAiwei & Jeslyn.


cAiwei, Huisiang & Jeslyn


Xiaobai - seems very happy.


=D <3


Hello B!!! He look so cute in my shade. Lol.


Us. =)


Reached! Walking towards the entrance!


Welcome to Pulau Ubin.

cAiwei & y0ng


Huisiang & Wenjun


B couldn't wait and rushed to the beach for some shells picking.


Went to change my dressing, tied my hair and ready to go!



Rented bicycles, for 3 hours.



We ride our way till this kinda path!


It hurt my butt so much on the rocky paths! But fun! =D

We reached a dead end.

B saw alot of mud skater so he tried to catch it.

We all got down and watch them.


Dirty boys!!


After they've washed their hands, we continued to ride..

After 2.5hours continuous riding...

We need a break!


Hello moo! Er, I mean doggy.


Nice huh!


We ride and ride and ride! Up and down the slopes.. Up can kill us. Down is damn high!

I think I should get the most hardworking award! I never give up riding up the slope no matter how slowwwwww I was. B, Weiwen & Xiaobai walked up instead and was laughing at me behind.

Ta ma de.

Ride back to return the bicycles, we sat down for some coconuts.

Nice!


Went to shower at the public toilet. This is the first time!

Ok, before shower!


After everyone was done, we had dinner over there.

While waiting for dinner to be served,

Everyone was totally wear out. Haa.


Very hungry! Can't wait for the rest of the dishes to come.


Soon, it's 8.15pm? Walked over to the ferry but the uncle charge us $30 for 8 person. No way! We waited for more people to come. 20minutes later, 2 person came. Don't wanna wait any longer, so we went ahead with them.

Goodbye Pulau Ubin.

Took bus back to Clementi. 1 & 1/2 hour ride! Thanks to the who who & who that suggested taking bus instead of train. Bus seats are more comfortable eh.

=.=

Tired B.


Wenjun damn happy.


We played with the childhood bubble we bought earlier on.

He tried to have some breast implants.


Hmm, really quite big ah.


Then he tried to get pregnant.


And poke his baby to death.


Sorry, but I cannot disclose who is he because he requested to be mosaic. =)

.

.

No, I didn't say he is Weiwen!


=p

Ok! Reached Clementi about 10pm.

Woa, damn tired and shag. I guess I will have a good night sleep today.

Overall, I really had fun, and a new experience! =D Yet another new place explored! Happy~!

I guess I shall stop here now.

Ciao!!

Peaceful days~

24th November 2009, Tuesday:

PP Evaluation @ 3.30pm!!!

Reached school at about 11+am. Too excited.

Hmm, overall, still not bad? And finally, it's OVER!

Left FYP now.

25th November 2009, Wednesday:

B was sick. He had MC so went over to take care of him.

Nothing much!

26th November 2009, Thursday:

Recently, really nothing much to blog about. Just normal days, met B, played L4D2, completed 2 maps, had headache.

27th November 2009, Friday:

Hari Raya Haji!

Holiday, no school, at least save me 1 X grade. Lol.

Later am going over to expo for IT fair! I think, confirm alot of people.

Ok la, shall stop here. Doing mask now.

=p

Deep shit

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Halo!

Been BUSY!

Busy with my project, work, mahjong & L4D2 !

Ok, most of the time spent on my project! Oh my god, tomorrow evaluation! Hope everything goes well..

And then and then, B is so obsessed with PETER CHAO!

I had enough of all the "Chao outside madafaker!" thing!!!!

But oh well, I like him too. =x

20th November 2009, Friday:

Erm. Oh yah! I was SICK! Had fever and running nose. Slept almost the whole day, ate many many times of medicine. I must recover soon!!!

21st November 2009, Saturday:

Thought B is going to work till night today, but he came home very early, 1+pm. Lol.

Drag myself to get prepared as my sickness hasn't fully recover yet. Brought along my lappy, did some slides for my PP and B said got mahjong~

All the way till night time! Had claypot rice for dinner. Yea!

Back to B's and continue my project.

22nd November 2009, Sunday:

1year 4months since you've been gone...

Getting emo pretty much lately. If you ask me to tear within 10seconds, I can do it, probably less than that.

Sigh.

I REALLY MISS WEN OK!!!!!!

Why why why on earth has to be my best friend. I know everyone dies but why so early? Why why why?! What the fuck.

Alright, guess you can skip this post.. I know you all don't wanna hear anything about this anymore. Everything is in my heart.

23rd November 2009, Monday:

I dreamt of wen!! Really happy!!!! Sweet dreams. Heh. I piggy-back her, she has no weight at all? Well, maybe I can carry anything in a dream.

We had fun. Lots of laughter. Crazy ideas. Stupid nicknames calling others. Lololol. =D

I hope you remember me always.. I hope you live well over there. I hope we can meet again in the future..

I miss you so much...

Ok.

Sigh. I couldn't attend my cousin's wedding dinner.. I forgotten about it. B bugged me to go Genting, even argued because I didn't want to. After much thought, I gave in, "Ok lor, go lor."

Happily he went to book the date that clashes with my cousin's wedding.

I am in deep shit.

DEEP SHIT.

bia0mei is upset with me. I don't know how to tell my mum. Everything's booked, can't cancel/postpone.

bia0mei don't understand. B don't understand. None giving in. I am in very difficult position. I am sick of this feeling.


"Chao outside madafarker."


Angry you.